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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I Cheated and It Feels So Good

Yes, I was cheating on the one person that has seen me through thick, thin and anything in between. I am surprised how easy it was, and how I don't feel remorse for it. Usually I am wracked with guilt and tend to stay away from anyone similar, but I couldn't hold it anymore. I think that it was over a long time ago, and he gave me the courage to admit it.

So last night, I told him that it was over. He took it well. It was time. We'll still see each other from time to time, on special days, and maybe if I need some comfort. We made a plan to see some movies together. I will always hold a special place in my heart for him, but I have moved on.

To him. The hottest hottie that ever hotted. Hot damn, I've never felt like this before. Well I have, but never like this. I realize now that the old boy was a school-yard crush. He has become my everything. In short I have become so obsessed in a short time. I want to be with him all the time. I was considering taking a day off from work to be with him. Crazy I know.

You know what though? He will never feel the same about me. He already has too many girls after him, so I will be content to view his escapades from afar. :(

So Harry, I'm sorry that it had to end this way, but I'm with Edward now. Stop looking at me sadly from the bookshelf. I saw you trying to remove your dust cover, so that I would be enticed back. Those tricks will never work on me! I have made my decision and hope you understand. Dirty did.

10 comments:

~Penny~ said...

I am 100% in love also.

PS....I get it:)

Jadeny said...

hahaha. I just finished the 4th book and have been missing Edward so much. I thought I was being ridiculous but feel SOOO much better knowing I'm not alone.

Shelly said...

I hear ya. I love my edward more than I love my harry and I am ashamed... but edward just gets my heart beating way faster knowing he could end my life in one quick second... swooon.

AZ Larsens said...

Haha...I have even had Edward dreams before! Yikes.

EJ said...

Yeah I've been having Edward dreams too... Almost done with the 3rd book! I might cry when it's over a little...

liz said...

must.get.those.books

Stella said...

Omg I totally know! I know these books aren't meant to be panty-warmers but hot damn! Edward is my new sexy/scary boyfriend.

tara said...

ok never read a twilight book but if so many peeps love it i might give it a try!
Hmmm -I thik i said that about patron, too :)

Lisa Johnson said...

I'm a total Jacob fan...not Edward. But then again, I always did prefer the big, buff, brown boys over the white skinny boys! GO JACOB! Have you read all 4 books?

KBear said...

I have all four, and I have read the manuscript on her website for Midnight Sun (Twilight in Edward's view) and even though it's not finished, it's really good.

But, I will reread Harry as well. I have to get the 7th book. I haven't seen it in paperback yet...lol